Monday, July 6, 2009

mayb is the last time...

when i went back to khs on last thursday (2/7/09), i hav a special feeling... I FEAR.........

that day, i back to kuching high for the purpose to c my students.. i went back together with my best fren.. when i first step into the sch, i donno y i hav a strong feeling that i nv have b4.. in the pass few times, my feeling was excited.. but how com this time, i will hope that the time could run faster.. i feel like don wan to get into the school....

when i went to my fav cls (3B), i hav a heavy foot step.. i feel like don wan to get close and chat with my those student... my feeling totally diff.. but i saw phillip was normal as previous.. i m hapi to c that...

u know, hav many time got ppl say that i was vr close to the student.. for me, i think Phillip is the one who understand the student better than i m... he and i went upstair to c our fav cls, but he is the onli one who get into the cls and interact with those kids.. i think he hav a great time there.. oh ya, i rmb one thing, there were a two students who USE TO b vr close to me.. but now, langsung and totally 把我当透明.. not onli them, there still hav a lot of student who used to vr close like that.. mayb could say this is normal.. but how com Phillip still ok with it leh... i think this indicate that is time to 放手.... i reali reali hope that he could continue this relationship with those kids and help that kids in the future..

mayb i can consider a failure of a tcher.. haha... probably.. and the last thing i wan to say, this date (020709) is the last time i went to kuching high to c my fav student and my fav cls... i realli realli realli hope that they could rmb wad i taught them and hav a bright future.. GOOD LUCK IN PMR..... GOOD BYE MY STUDENTS N MY LOVELY KIDS!!!!!!!!!!





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